Dear Instant Library patrons,
Welcome! The Instant Librarian contains two years of book reviews and writing-related posts.
It began as an experiment in using technology I felt a little wary of, as a way to chronicle my reading, and as an avenue for connecting with friends and family. The title comes from my love of libraries and my one-time interest in becoming a librarian.
I learned a lot in the first year, and moved from the free WordPress platform to my own site, encouraged by the connections I made with readers and writers– people who found my posts from across the world and right down the street. I also began a low-residency MFA program and found myself posting less regularly, and more reflectively, opening the posts to include thoughts on faith and writing.
I now find myself faced with a lot of questions about the role of publication, blogging, the internet, and social media in my life. My ideas about career and identity have also undergone a big shift this past year. I married my partner of seven years and took a part-time cafe job, in order to focus more on studying and writing poetry. I’ve discovered that my definition of success as a writer is founded on my sense of growth, the quality of work I produce, and the quality of living I do.
Like many people in these shifting times, I feel called toward less busy-ness, and more cultivation of the life growing under my feet. I’m ready to devote my energy to becoming a better poet and preparing to be a teacher, and that seems to mean moving off-screen for the time being.
In gratitude for this experience and for the comments and support of regular readers, I offer the archives here as a resource, for whatever it may be worth to you. I hope you’ll enjoy what you read! Please feel free to contact me.
With love and thanks,
Melissa

Melissa,
I can’t tell you how much I’ve enjoyed your posts over these past two years. They always seem to arrive in my inbox unexpectedly, like little sparks of light, and often feel so relevant to the things I’m reflecting on in my own life. Thanks, friend!
“…and i beg what i love and
i leave to forgive me…”
Many blessings upon all you do, and thank you for all you have given.
Peace,
Kathy B., Kansas City
Say it isn’t so-oh no. But I love and support you and look forward to hearing your voice in whatever media (or visits!) you choose.
But I’ve so enjoyed having my brain stretched–filled with good things and sent off in the world to contemplate what I have learned from my youngest..
Ok its so…its OK.